I don't know why I feel so down/upset/hurt/lost/ but I do today wasn't that bad though...
it was actually pretty good instead of going crazy I just painted...
Alot...
but I sound very uneducated when I write up here...
but I don't exactly try to write a sophisticated report in my blogs...
there simply my thoughts...
and as thoughts come...
I write...
hence the dots...and my fragmented sentences..
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With all the love i have inside of my heart
I still find it hard to express my words and my thoughts
like the wind under my wings, I continue to speak
with all the force in the world as long as you love me
I find myself soaring above our eyes, into your heart,
into your life, and into every aspect that you may or may not deny
and I thank GOD every day that you're in my life
You may not know this but when I'm with you I'm truly alive
I see you as another entity, the other half of my soul
the light that shines true, God's gift to my world
You believe with your heart, and you help me stay true
to the path that I walk in every day in my shoes
you open my doors in hopes that the heaviness may ease
you are present, full of strength, like a lion, like a breeze
you touch me with your eyes,you touch me with your words
like the sun touches the sand on God's magnificent earth
you don't understand how i feel near your side
like there was no other place
With all the love i have inside of my heart
I still find it hard to express my words and my thoughts
like the wind under my wings, I continue to speak
with all the force in the world as long as you love me
I find myself soaring above our eyes, into your heart,
into your life, and into every aspect that you may or may not deny
and I thank GOD every day that you're in my life
You may not know this but when I'm with you I'm truly alive
I see you as another entity, the other half of my soul
the light that shines true, God's gift to my world
You believe with your heart, and you help me stay true
to the path that I walk in every day in my shoes
you open my doors in hopes that the heaviness may ease
you are present, full of strength, like a lion, like a breeze
you touch me with your eyes,you touch me with your words
like the sun touches the sand on God's magnificent earth
you don't understand how i feel near your side
like there was no other place
like this is what was always meant for my life
you open the windows to my heart
you paint the colors in my skies
you are the ocean to the world
you are the ever present joy in my eyes
do you know how much i care?
you open the windows to my heart
you paint the colors in my skies
you are the ocean to the world
you are the ever present joy in my eyes
do you know how much i care?
I've come to realize that
--all of these ridiculous arguments are not always my fault
--Friendship is an unfortunate illusion that causes the brain to become manipulated into thinking that they will always be there
--God must have a diff. plan for me this semester
--My heart is still beating hard for the pple I love, loved, & will always continue to have feelings 4--I almost feel completed but I still feel a sense of loss
--I'm still the same damn person that came to this school in fall 03. I have only matured
--I still love to love. I love to speak through words/art/ paint/ dance/ sight/ touch & through my spirit
--I don't care if you are angry/hate/dislike/or resent my presence
I'm here, alive and breathing & u will need to get over ur issues that concern meI am at fault yes but I have admitted it uu need to just admit ur faults and get over ur dillusional universe and reincorporate urself with the real world...that's all
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